It's been a while (DAMN LONG!!!) since I last check my account, and surprisingly it still there LOLZ. At first I kinda giving up doing painting and art stuff since most of the time I'm just wasting my life doing something else that didn't even develop any new things in me, none. So, I've to set a resolution that is logically, achievable by me instead of putting a half-asses resolution that will always un-checked on the list for the next 10 years.

Although I've lost my source of inspiration, I'll do my best to keep motivate myself since there are no people will bother to motivate you, you're on your own once you turn into adults, and right now i feel as if im a failure as a grown up =.=" (dang!)

I still have lots of brick walls to go through, and one of it are made of flesh hihihi and that is also my inspirational idea came from most of the time hehehe.

p/s: i keep a blog as an art-dump rather than put everything in here, at least I'll have to set a standard for myself when creating something before putting it here.

Happy New Year~